My Bitter Sweet Road To Happiness.
Deeper and deeper
the cuts do grow
Faster and faster
the blood does flow.
Oh what a bitch,
that one'll need a stitch.
How will I explain all of this?
Have I fallen too far into the abyss?
The blood is still dripping,
a puddle has formed.
I need to get out
or I'll surely be stormed.
I paint my chest crimson
with a bloody red rag.
I beat myself blue
with a belt and a nag.
My knuckles are bruised
from punching the walls
but then, with a knife
in my hand, someone calls.
But that murmur is only
a voice in my head
telling me stop
or soon you'll be dead.
And then a soft whimper,
a tear down my cheek
My face is all wet
from the water I leak.
Then soft, sweet serenity
I feel in my bones
A feeling of happiness,
then start the moans.
I could end it now
but the blood would stop bleeding
And then who would take over
when my joyfulness needs feeding?
So for now I just sit
and relish this feeling
with a smile on my face
and my eyes on the ceiling.
Tomorrow I might
finish the deed
but for the time being,
I sit here and bleed.
Written by:Arianne
i have a gf. her name is Nicole, i luv her so much.umm no bf.i luv bi's, or lesis.lol,......i like to play softball, and hang out with friends. love to go to concerts, love to listen to music, and play guitar heros n rock band. I love scary movies. My favorite bands are: PAPA ROACH, red,fireflight, mudvayne, red jumpsuit apparatus, disturbed, avenged sevenfold.....many many more. I like drawing, and writing dark stuff. Poems.....stories......anything weird, and misterious.lol..........im bi.........l0ve hot emos.....and dig sexy punks, skaters,rockers,and goths.neways wanna know more juss ask.
If the rain were tears I'd hate to think it was you cring but if a dream was to ever come true it be toi dry them and make you ever so happy!!! You are BEAUTIFUL!!
Damn babe, you got some sexy pics up.
i so took that one of the groupie!!lol
dude thats fuckin awesome that your toes are still numb. hey wat can i say but, i fucked you fucken hard. that was the best sex ive ever had!!! you were tight and fit. i loved it. the best orgasm ive ever had!!
okay ill be over later k. love you 2.
